Needing to be loved? Could it be that my misperceptions camouflage love presence hence I have to seek it out there in the world? But does each love I seek make me feel fulfilled or does it make me feel inadequate that I need to seek further?
Where is love.... where is love..... when I am in constant gratification of fulfilling my desire to be loved? Why have I been living a life so unconsciously that such sane questioning does not cross my mind in its place of using those moments to simply fulfill the needs? And to do that I have to manipulate, scheme, and lie just to have that little need fulfilled.
Like the Buddha's Dhamma all things are impermanence. And all things ends may it be good or bad. The good times are meant to be cherished and bad moments are meant to be forgotten & forgiven.. Whatever little strands of connections, energies we feel are different moment by moment, and change is inevitable always. It takes 2 hands to clap, but only 1 hand to slap to be awaken.. Hurt & pain is not a feeling but just a sensation in the body coming & going away moment by moment. Whatever life takes you , be brave and be courageous to face it. If we see truth as it is, we will understand that everything is coming & going every minute....
Moments of happiness or sadness, moments of despair or desperation... everthing will eventually fall away too.. By then, the true happiness will be ours...
